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Friday, November 30, 2012

my roommate

Days went by as I stayed in the room. Still hoping if my friend can be my roommate, I waited patiently while playing Left 4 Dead again and again. Suddenly! There was a f***king Tank! and…

…there was a knock on my door! I was like “who is it?” Then I got killed by the Tank. I opened the door and saw a friend of a friend of mine. Read the statement again if you don’t understand it. I knew him but we’re not exactly close, so it’s kind of awkward for me to realize he was holding a key – to my room!

I really was hoping my peninsular friend to be my roommate – but then again – at least I knew my new roommate. Awkwardly though, whenever I see him, I remember that person! *sighs* I was going to forget about that person.

For more information about that person, read My Little Confession

I texted that person just to tell that my roommate is that person’s friend – and the exact reply was “Owh…” What the hell happened with your “ttm”? Was that how a “ttm” supposed to be? I mean, that person is like my kryptonite – it’s someone I can’t ever get close to without hurting myself. Yet, I’d rather get hurt again and again just to get close. I’m like a f***king masochist!

Thursday, November 29, 2012

my two-person room

I went to the college’s office to register for my room. I was supposed to be with a friend of mine to register a two-person room. However, there was no availability except for a single spot left. That was how I lost a roommate to block 4. Nevertheless, I registered myself in block 2, where there were many empty two-person rooms.

Since I don’t have a roommate, I texted another friend of mine if he wanted to be my roommate. He said he didn’t care much and was okay with it. Unfortunately, he somewhat bailed few days later. I don’t want to know why.

I decided to text another friend from the Peninsular if he wanted to be my roommate. He said only if the spot was available when he came back here. The thing was, he’ll be back here on 3 Dec. So, I was really hoping that no one would fill in the name for this room.

Friday, November 9, 2012

finals result

Final. Examinations. Result. Is. Out.

I woke up rather early. After taking shower, I wandered around the house thinking: should I check it now? Urrgghh... I hate anticipation.

Well, I checked the Student Portal anyway.

I was surprisingly pleased with what I saw. It's enough for me. Although I had to admit that I was hoping to get more. It was close to get the Dean List. Oh well. No ANC for me *sigh*

While me and other people rejoicing the fact to be able to stay for another semester, they're some people who had to repeat or even got dismissed.

I guess that's it. Au revoir...

Oh, before I forget. I got 3.37~

And I still miss that person *sigh*

Friday, November 2, 2012

What am I doing?

Online. That is what I'm doing for the past few days. It's like a holiday routine for me now. *sigh* I really need to get out and get a life!

What do I have to write in this entry? Well. There are some things I want to share.

I have no idea when will I start to finish my Massacre series. I got all the plot points done, but I am too lazy to type the whole story. I'm more of a daydreamer instead of a typist. I like to imagine the scene right in front of me. If only I can have my laptop type itself while I'm imagining the story. FYI, I'm writing another short story. Hint: It's about RPG. Role-playing game~ Not rocket-propelled grenade =.="

I'm downloading tonnes of stuff. Hehe. Movies, studio albums, series... That's what I love about holiday. But the wait for it to finish downloading is a pain in the ass. No pun intended. I am filling my laptop with so many things. That's why I just bought empty DVDs few days ago: to burn everything! Yeay! I can watch it again and again without deleting it! Unlike some people, I don't have an external hard disk. Does that make me a hipster?

I didn't buy a single novel for the whole semester, so I'm really looking forward to buy one this holiday. Guess what? I did! I bought Suamiku, Encik Perfect 10! by Syamnuriezmil. I already bought her previous two novels: Pabila Cinta Memanggilku and Terlanjur Mencintaimu. This novel captures the tales of Aleeya Azmeen and Zarief Daniel when they're started out by acting as a married couple and the rest is history. I'm not going to spoil it (obviously!) It's a good read though (for me).

I think that's pretty much it. Till I write again, au revoir~

Monday, October 15, 2012

my day in the ward

Today is not my best day ever. I've been struggling with my fever and sore throat, but today was the climax of my ill health.

About 2 o’clock, I went to the UiTM Clinic at Block M. My uncle drove us there since I was too weak to walk there. Then again, no one in a sick condition with the right mind would walk to Block M.

The nurse reprimanded me for wearing a round neck, but she was even more surprised at my temperature: 39.4C. After consulting with the doctor, I was left in the male ward with another patient.

They inserted water in my vein through the IV pole. That was my first time having a drip. I think I laid on the bed there for more than an hour. 

Then, my luck went bad. When the water was nearly empty, it stopped dripping. And my blood suddenly flowed through the other end of the tube that was on my hand. I was like: blood? what are you doing? blood? stahp! I don't have enough time to make a real meme out of this one. Sorry.                                                                                                                                                                                     

Well, thank god that the nurse came in time. She carefully took out the tube and gave me directions to receive my medications from another nurse.

My medications

Friday, October 12, 2012

CTU101 + MGT162


It’s been a while since I posted my last entry.

Hmm. Where should I start?

Okay. CTU101 and MGT162 papers are done. The examinations was done at different dates but at the same place (G111) and both started during evening. Here’s my opinion after facing the two papers:

CTU101 (7 OCT). I regretted not reading the notes beforehand. The fact that I didn’t know my carry marks make it even worst. I managed to complete my notes (19 pages), but I didn’t have enough time to revise it. Just as I was relaxing after finishing the compact notes, my friend called me. I actually went out to J&J Cafeteria with them to have a lunch. After picking up a friend at her home, we went directly to Block G. We came into the classroom after the invigilator called for us. Well, the rest was history. Let just say that it didn’t went well for me. Hopefully I pass. *sigh*

MGT162 (10 OCT). I already checked my carry marks and collected my assignment and test paper on Monday. After knowing my carry mark, a small sense of relief came over me. At least I made it more than half. I revised on my compact notes (30 pages), and redid some of the points in tables so I can see and understand it clearly. My friends and I went to the library to do last minute revision when our sir suddenly offered to help us with the revision. After some useful advice and tips from sir, we decided to have lunch at the same place; J&J Cafeteria.

MGT162 paper was quite okay than CTU101. Although Part A (True/False) and Part B (Multiple Choices) caught me off guard, I managed to do Part C (Short Answer) and Part D (Essay).

As much as I grow fond of the subjects; I don’t want to repeat any paper for the next semester.

That is all from me. For now. It's time to study IMD103~

Tuesday, October 2, 2012

first paper

I officially got a fever. Yesterday night was the moment it started. First it was just a sore throat - my throat was dry and burning up. Then my body temperature raised, headache occurred just before I was going to sleep then the inevitable thing came. Diarrhea.

I woke up at six because of my diarrhea. I hate it.

Just before 8 o'clock, I met up with my friend, who needed to print his examination slip. Then we both waited at Block G.

Just few minutes before the paper starts, my diarrhea kicked in. There I was, awkwardly trying to hold it in. But I couldn't, I lost. I quickly asked permission to go to the restroom. I practically felt like I was disemboweling myself. The agony of diarrhea.

By the time I got back into G201, everyone was already starting their paper. Most of them looked at me as if I was a latecomer. Come on people, I was already uncomfortable with my own body, so please stop looking at me like that.

The reading section was just simple tasks of what-is-the-meaning-of-this and information transfer questions. Nothing much really.

I never understood why people spend so much time on a question. If you don't have the answer, just skip it. I'm not bragging or anything like that, but I finished my paper exactly in an hour. I still could see people flipping the pages to answer the reading section. I spent the remaining hour by checking everything and counting the words in my writing section.

I just realized something. Something awful.

I was short of words. That't for being too quick. Dammit. I added some words on the conclusion - since I obviously couldn't anything on the other paragraphs. I waited again for the time to end. I did want to leave early, but I didn't notice anyone leaving.

Time's up. The magic words was spoken. Everyone scurried outside to take their bags. Most of them went to either hostel or home afterwards. I went to my IMD103 lecturer's office to see my carry marks. Microsoft Words 15/20, Microsoft Excel 14/20. Overall, I got 29/40. Oh well.

Friday, September 28, 2012

my short story

My short story had finished. It is 29 pages long.

I wrote this story on 22 September and finalized it on 28 September.

My total editing time was 25 hours and 49 minutes.

The title was already revealed on the last post. Six Days. hehe

If you want to download it: click here > 4shared

That is all.

Oh, before I forget. I finished this short story way faster than I finished my assignments. If only I can do the same with my assignments. *sighs*

Wednesday, September 26, 2012

study week goes on

This was supposed to be the study week, but what am I doing? Waiting for some consciousness to kick some sense into me, so I can actually start to revise my homemade notes. Yeah, that's exactly what I'm doing right now, waiting for a miracle.

Off the topic, I had dreams about that person. What is wrong with you, brain? I need to focus on my revisions and now you're excessively making me to continuously think of that person 24/7? Honestly brain, you are so not contributing to my studies at all. You're are abusing my memory by showing that persons' image wherever I go.

Back to the topic, I've made my notes: MGT162 was done beforehand (to avoid failing in the progress tests), IMD103 is done (16 pages of very compact notes), IMD102 is still in production (1 chapter left to be disseminated). For BEL120, which consists of Writing and Reading; I just need to revise on grammar (part of speech and tenses to improve my sentence structure). For CTU101, my conceptualizing skills need to be polished (what worries me is the fact that I don't know my carry marks).

Off the topic again, I want to go home so bad after knowing that 8th Borneo International Kite Festival 2012 starts today! I want to see foreigners flinging their kites all over the old Bintulu airport. I missed the moments so bad. I want to take pictures with my dad and hangout with my besties and and and, there's a lot of things I wanted to do. My parents sent me here to study, but I want to go to the festival.

And, not to forget is, my short story, aptly titled Six Days in almost at its end. When I finally finishes it, I'll probably post it here or on my Facebook or both.

That is all I wanted to type. Au revoir~

Saturday, September 22, 2012

study week

22 - 30 September = Study Week. What will I do during this period of ennui? Aside from studying, of course. Little did I expect, I actually miss attending classes. At least I have a reason for waking up every morning. But now, my life suddenly regressed back to what I'm used to be; waking up everyday without a clear purpose.

I should do what I'm here for. Studying.

For my studies, I'll be making mind maps, as that would be the easiest way of learning. Study group? I don't know if anyone is up for a study group due to the fact that most people went home during the study week. I guess they prefer to study at home. I wanted to go home so bad, but I don't think my parents will let me. It just for one week, so I'll bear with it.

One thing else.

When do I start? I always procrastinate. Come on, everybody does it. Don't tell me you've never done it? But then again, I procrastinate a lot. A lot. I really need to change that. But how? Hmm.

I guess that's it. I have no idea to write anything else. For now.

*written at outside of Uni Mart, Dewan Makan Seri Mulu/Serapi while hearing You Got Nothing on Me

Monday, September 17, 2012

aku dan final exam

OMG. pejam celik pejam celik, dah nak habis satu semester dah.*sigh* nak tak nak, mesti belajar. untuk apa? untuk Final Examinations!

This first semester had been a complete turnaround for me. My life has never been this  I don't know how to explain it — vehemently full of life? Haha. In just a mere 4 months(?) so many memories were "recorded" here. My life as an Information Management part 1 student is slowly closing its curtain. After another two weeks it will be the finals. As soon as that ends, holidays take over, and on 2nd December, I'll be here again as a part 2 student. I never realized how the time flies so fast.


Getting back to the topic, this will be the start of the busiest two weeks so far. I really hope to go through my finals with confidence. Hopefully, I can get dean list for my first semester here. I need to benchmark my ability now so I can do better for the upcoming semesters.

Final exams are approaching with numerous assignments to submit, presentation to present, tests to excel, and a lot of tension + stress to comprehend. Oh well, I might as well procrastinate and fail everything or start to study and making my own notes to read later. Hmmm *thinking seriously* Obviously I'll do the latter. Duhh.

My finals schedule. The place for examinations haven't been revealed yet. But this is it: BEL120 (Tue: 2 Oct), CTU101 (Sun: 7 Oct), MGT162 (Wed: 10 Oct), IMD103 (Tue: 16 Oct) and IMD102 (Fri: 19 Oct). Also not forgetting IMD101 final test on Thu: 20 Sep.

For the rest of you, good luck and do your best! 
Wish me luck guys! 

Saturday, April 21, 2012


novel-novelku (Odisi Bulan Biru, Nama Atas Kertas dan Gemersik Kalbu takde dalam gambar)

Tuesday, April 17, 2012

kembali semula

 last published on Oct 24, 2011  OMG. lama sangat aku tak update blog ni. ye la kan, siapa la nak baca blog ni. *buat muka sedih jap* hahaha. 

tapi, mulai sekarang aku akan cuba update selagi aku mampu. ok. bye bye